Life really sucks when you're expected to have preferences while you actually have none. When you should have cared or said something, but you didn't, because you thought it's not all that important, or you're just reserving your words. The lack of preferences and caring makes you so numb that it's beginning to shield you away from such joyous experiences in life.
It is perhaps a disadvantage for me (every disadvantage comes with an advantage, if you choose to believe). I'll just have to find my niche. And I must be willing to admit it and fully embrace it.
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I was reminded today by a friend that I'm still young and I must not settle. His enthusiasm and optimism really inspired me. I know I should accrue more risk and let the chance work in my favor.
Indeed, just like in sports, games, and businesses, you apply the more risky strategy first, and then the conservative strategy (if you are ahead). If you're behind, you will not be behind by much.
I was reminded to be a five year old.
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